My Childhood pt 2

Friendships and starting to talk about the Platonic love

 Hi, at my life, one of my most discoveries was that money and power really can change peoples, this happened sadly with my dad and this happened with other persons that I don’t will say the name, but this changed some things at my life, and still is changing it, maybe because it I want leave my house and I want to go so away from here.

 Well, I don’t hate my family, unlike, I love then and to be honest I don’t know if I can live no then, we are really attached, but I guess that will be good to me stay a little away from then, I will can think about my life and learn to live alone, and I will make new friendships too, well, you must be thinking that this has nothing to do with my childhood, but it’s to explain the new season of it and can explain some events (BAD EVENTS) that happened, although I will not talk about it right now.

 I’m little sad right now, I had choices of write diaries about me when I was little, some teachers told me to do it because will be good to me to read later, well, I never did, and now I want a lot to read one, because it I’m starting to write this, maybe it will help me in the future, maybe help me right now, well, I’m loving to write it.

 Backing to my childhood I was talking about the condo and friends, and at my childhood I was attached a lot at my condo friends and maybe because it I didn’t had much friends at school, was really hard to me meet new friends, I was a complicated person, well, later that I leave the condo I started to make new friendships, so it was a little good to me.

 The condo have 6 floors and 24 Aptos(Apartments), and in 24 apartments a had friends at 9 apartments, because I was friend only of kids, and isn’t all peoples that have kids, and some of other apartments have some big kids, older than me, and it was my bro friends, and it was really funny to be honest, though most of them I just saw at the holidays or vacations (sadly), and Raul and Laís was the more easy to me see, they was coming almost every weekend, and I and Raul was joking of things a lot, and at this condo have a Games Room, so we played games a lot there, maybe I will post pictures here later about it.

 I remember that the first time that I saw Laís a was passionate, and I had shy to talk with her to a long time, and she’s a girl, so she don’t come to joke with the guys, later of the puberty, when guys start to talk with girls we started to talk, and just kind of shyness.

 Well, when we started to talk, I start to like her more and more, I was really passionate, I was wanting to stay close from her to talk, but I guess that her liked me only as a friend, it’s because she never seemed to like me more than friends, so we just talk, I’m idiot, I had chances of show my  real feels, but I never had courage, because it this chapter can be called of platonic love, I will talk more about it later, in the next chapter, so by for now.